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I feel a restlessness inside of me. I think I just need to take some time out to pray. Iapos;ve been feeling really frustrated. I think Iapos;ve hurt people around me and I want to make things right. I donapos;t like arguing or being on bad terms with people.

I have learned so much about myself this year. About relationships, love, becoming one with God, and how to deal with hurt. So much more. Itapos;s been a very hurtful year. I broke away from so many things, and I feel like Iapos;m starting over. Iapos;m so happy inside, but at times I feel really lonely. I desire to be with someone who is SO in love with God, who can be spiritually stronger than me... But I struggle with not�feeling good enough for anyone. I think thatapos;s why Iapos;ve fallen for guys who arenapos;t very strong. And because of it, Iapos;ve given them a piece of my heart. Both Ralph and Brad have a piece of my heart, and I canapos;t take it back, and I canapos;t ask for them to cherish it. The times Iapos;ve spent with both of them... I gave it to them out of low self-esteem and disrespect for myself. THAT cannot be taken back. Iapos;m hurt, but at the same time, I know that God is with me, forgiving and loving me. I know that He will bring me a guy who is spiritually stronger than I am, but in His timing. I need more time to grow in Him.

SO, instead of feeling lonely and sorry for myself, I need to be trusting God, and KNOWING that things wonapos;t always be this way.

I have a little crush on someone... I feel like such a little girl...��but can I ever be good for him??? what he�needs??? I donapos;t actually�know him, only seen him�from a distance. I will NEVER approach him...�will he ever notice me??? AHHHH�Iapos;m being a dumb little girl
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